Remembering Mother on her 9th Death Anniversary

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Dearest Maa 

It's been nine long years without you, a lifetime to go. I've slowly and steadily kickstarted earning with my own efforts. I remember once when you told me, “With your first salary I will buy myself a beautiful Sador Mekhela” I wish I could buy you one today maa... Nevertheless, to fulfill your wish I promise to gift something to Mahi & Neetu.

Maa its your ninth anniversary and you are much more clearer today in my vision, thoughts and prayers. With each passing year I acknowledge your love more and more. I'm sorry Maa for the things that I had failed to learn when you were around, I'm not the same anymore Maa, I've changed. With each passing day, I look for a better person within me.

You weren’t only a excellent mother but in addition an incredible instructor. I had learned a lot from you. Since father was mostly engaged with his work, you completely dedicated your time for both me and Neetu. We now try to realize the amount of sacrifice you did for us. It's unimaginable Maa. 

Even in your death bed you often told us that once you are cured and everything is normal, you would treat us a delicious meal for sure. I and my sister on the other hand were sure about it since we hardly knew that you were counting the last days of your life. That is the reason Maa I still curse myself for not giving you enough time before your departure, At times when you called upon me to sit beside you and have a talk, I often denied, I always thought that you aren't going anywhere, it's just that you've fallen sick just like many others and will get well soon indeed. Wish I could go back in time and sit with you for hours Maa. 

I consider you in each second of my life. However, at times the ache turns  heavy to manage. But of course I have many good people in my life to help me out. 

Maa you were the most beautiful flower in my garden. Alas! you were picked by God and taken away. Your absence has taught me to be strong and compassionate.

Beloved Maa, Though you are gone, none of your memories will be forgotten. No matter wherever you stay may Peace be with you all along. 

With lots of Love, Hugs and Kisses 

Neetu & Shanu 

P.S ~ To the reader: Remember to show your love towards your mother, She deserves more than we usually give.




Comments

  1. Suhail4 November 2020 at 10:59

    She was a beautiful person. She'll be kept in prayers.

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    1. Miffed Writer5 November 2020 at 10:06

      Thank you for remembering her, it means a lot

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